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Name: Randy
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Interests: Music [chorus(Lehign Univ., Lehigh County, District 10, Regional 5, school chorus/chorale) band (marching band, concert band, jazz band) Drama(school, other theatre) composing (arranging and personal)], Christianity, hangin with friends you guys are all great :-D
Expertise: Clarinet, Saxophone, Voice (tenor), listening/talking with my friends, keeping secrets, being a Christian...and more...
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Saturday, January 27, 2007

thoughts

Why update?

I'm currently sitting in a classroom, yes its 1am-ish on a Friday night but hey...what’s cooler? Anyways, life if interestingly awesome. I'm learning, I'm able to use what I learn and see if it works, by this I mean my church choirs are some really WONDERFUL people and have been some of my best teachers so far, even though they don't know it. I wish that "everyone" could feel how it feels to be immersed into a "body of sound" into a new world, a place where you don't care about love, yourself, others, that you need to do laundry or anything else in life, but that you can sit there and think: “Wow if I die right now, I DON’T CARE”, because you have done something in your life that has fulfilled a void in your soul. Your soul, which I've learned can be my inner teacher, my true being, the hardest "person" to trust, your worst enemy and always your best friend. To know that even though you have built up walls inside of you, it doesn't matter, it matters that you should be true to yourself and others despite how much we have to lie to get through the world we live in we are forgiven by our Creator, and given so much more instead, if we don't heed the opportunities we are given we gain nothing, but LOSE SO MUCH! Family, Friends, dogs, cats, emotions, thoughts, strokes of genius, come and go but that time when your body, your SOUL can just speak for itself without you saying any words, that is when you can think, 'something went right.' Bach wrote spectacular cantatas, Mahler extravagant emotional symphonies, me...the jury hasn't come to a verdict for now, but what I do know is that I'm tired of living so many lies, being 'fake,' unfortunately it has become habitual for all of us to tell small fibs all the time, I'm sure I will continue to do so but at the same time we have to say that our life is about both how we feel about ourselves and how we affect how others feel about us, 'even in solitude we must live in a community, in the same way in community we must live partially in solitude (taken from Parker Palmer) What happens from day to day will happen, we cant force the outcome but we can make better decisions that lead to a possible better outcome.


Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Currently Listening
Cars

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- Find Your self

maybe...just maybe...

Find Yourself - Brad Paisley
 
When you find yourself,
In some far off place,
And it causes you
To rethink some things...
You start to sense
That slowly your becoming someone else
And then you find yourself...
 
When you make new friends
In a brand new town
And you start to think
About settling down
The things would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
An' you find yourself,
Yeah thats when you find yourself
 
Where you go through life
So sure of where you are heading
An' you wind up lost
An' its the best thing that could have happened
'cause sometimes when you loose your way
Its really just as well
Because you find yourself,
Yeah that when you find yourself.
 
~(bridge)~
 
When you meet the one
That you've been waiting for
And she's everything
That you want and more...
You look at her and you finally
Start to live for someone else
And then you find yourself,
Yea thats when you find yourself.
 
We go through life
So sure of where we're heading
An' then we wind up lost
An' its the best thing that could have happened
'cause sumtimes when you lose your way
Its really just as well
Because you find yourself,
Yeah that when you find yourself...


Friday, May 12, 2006

Experiencing Love

Walking in wonder,

Worry and wait,

Love still denied,

What is love’s fate?

 

Walking in wonder,

Passion so strong,

Heart so giving,

What is love’s fate?

 

Walking in worry,

Strength waning thin,

Mind ‘s unsettled,

What is love’s fate?

 

Walking in wait,

Hope is not gone,

Love’s still alive,

What is love’s fate?

 

Walking in wonder,

Steps walk beside,

Hearts warmth supplied,

God knows love’s fate.


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Currently Listening
2000 Years: The Millennium Concert
By Billy Joel
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"camping" out tonight!!! ...be back in the morning sometime...

and comming home for the summer on saturday...both a happy and sad occasion....I LOVE YOU WESTMINSTER!!!! peeps KIT

ill be working at sears most of the summer, coming back to princeton a few times, and doing a recording and some other stuff too!

leave the love!!!

 

<3 to all!!!!


Monday, May 08, 2006

i hate being sick,,,!!!!!!

 



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